Dear X

Dear X,

It's been almost 1 year since I saw you last.

I wish things weren't the way they are today. I wish we could have salvaged a friendship. I wish you didn't avoid me every time I try to reach out to you. What happened to us?

You know, you were the first person I let into my heart since high school. There was this guy...I told you about him...he broke my heart. It took me 3 years to recover. The moment I met you I knew everything would be alright. I trusted you. I let you in. I opened my heart back up for the first time in 3 years...

We were happy, weren't we? Though only for a brief period of time...we were happy. I couldn't get enough of your voice...your touch. I felt my heart skip a beat every time you entered the room. I was falling for you...

I thought you felt the same.

It is alright that you didn't. I'm not angry that you didn't like me as much as I liked you. I'm not angry that you ended things between us.
I'm angry about how I reacted. I'm angry that I pushed you away. But most of all I'm angry that you won't come back. I'm angry that no matter how hard I try to reach out and show you that I've changed.. you refuse to give me a chance.

I want you back in my life. If not forever then at least long enough that I can talk to you. That I can see you face to face. That I can tell you I'm sorry for how I acted. I'm sorry for what I said to you. I'm sorry that I pushed you away.

One chance. That's all I'm asking for...

Sincerely,
Me